suddenly emo

i think of the past
think of ppl that i loved, i liked, i missed.
think of my frens
think of everything i had and not have before
think of how lucky, how stupid, how useless i were.

i think i need to grow up
i mean to another stage of life

life is very difficult.
i think i'm lucky that i been thru so much.
i lost i got i learnt

it's gonna be a new damn Kaew in 2010.

fuck the past!