no peace in BKK

so many things wanna blow up.
things are damn simple,
y ppl wan to make it damn complicated?
y ppl wan to shame themselves?
y ppl dun wan to ask/find out things CLEARLY before they TALK LOUD?

those ppl who want to tok loud for urself or for ur friend, have u think wat have u done before or wat ur friend had done before?
who tried to help solve ur problem or who tried to ask the friend not to continue watever thing that happened in the past?

outsider might not understand wat i'm saying. but i hope BCC go n juice up ur brain n think who i'm toking about!
i mean pls go n think wat have been happening in the past...
the past means the 2 or 3 characters in the scene ONLY!
but for those kid brains, i will tok to u face to face when i'm back!

I AM STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF EVERYTHING.
I DUN SIDE ANYONE.
but i am using my mature BRAIN to look into the thing!

just dun mess up things again from now on....

Partyworld

9kids 8smokers 7supercults 6drinks 5blackies 4girls 3bcc 2mic 1remote

best singer: vern (loudest, screaming)
best dancer: drake (xie ting feng wannabe)
best smoker: pau (smoke the most)
best remote holder: va (keep pressing stop)

system was bad, next time shall choose another place.
not enough for so many ppl to sing within 4 hours.
and a worst BEAR game i ever had... haha...


i realized all "jia gan dang" girls have a similar ascent when they sing.
hmmm...

lac of photo...
y no one bring cam??


And u guys just gonna have fun without me tmr!!!
i wanna go PLAY tooooooooooooo =...(

i'm alone i'm alone i'm alone i'm alone

Finally.... got time for blog.
been working (standing) for 12hours everyday for e past 10days.
-i need colecole to go foot massage with me very very soon, like now!-

life has changed,
driver to passager,
city to village(sua ding),
4 room to 1 room,
4 wheels to 10 wheels,
angmos to ah gong ah ma,

my mom everyday keep saying n thinking i cannot "eat bitter"
say n say n say...
i think is herself... never been like this before then want to push all to me.

i seriously ok with everything now, coz i know this is just temporary...
i just wish the job that i wish to do will be success.

finally found myself back

Dubai-KL-London-China-Taiwan-Macau-Thailand

every 3days will have a new job/country for offer.
i dun even like most of it, it make me pek cek to the max.
just becoz that stupid Dubai drag n drag, months n months.
i was damn down the past months, can't work in sin, waiting blindly for visa to approve, no income at all.

GG: seems like Dubai couldn't do anything for me already. only 30years n above thai woman can approve their visa to stay there. I am reali sorry abt asking u to go alone first. but in anyway, u will learn n get alot alot of experience over there that Sin wouldn't have. i'm only very very sorry to make u so lonely.

now, theres a job that suddenly get my interest of working back.
they've open a company in bangkok but no one is doing the operation for years.
their products is so close to what my dad was doing. so my mind suddenly came out with all the connections my dad have which i can make use to help this company success their business in thai market.

since i'm holding thai passport, the best place to go other then dubai, will be my own country.
although this is not comfirm yet, but i'm going back to bangkok on the 21 to 25june to get more resource first. if everything is smooth in hand, i will try for the interview.

Goodbye HillView...

today is the last day.
no more gethering.
no more majong session.
no more happy dinner.
no more bedtime talk.

everything cleared.
tears/pain in heart.

i will always remember these days, from butch hunt rehearsal 2003 till today. all the friends n friends, theboys n emos.
watever it is, the saddest person still my mom.
i'll try hard n get a bigger house for her in future!